Music

I either have a horrible taste in music or my iCats is seriously screwing with my head. When you're going through tough times, music is supposed to help you. When you're going through happy times, music makes it even better. I guess I'm an exception, at least when it comes to going through tough times. I really doubt there's many songs that would make me feel better right now, if there are any songs like that, but seriously, WTF?

I walked to Prisma today to buy some stuff and I thought it would be good idea to play some music while I'm walking. These are the songs that were playing ON SHUFFLE:

It started with american pie by Madonna..."this will be the day that I die...this will be the day that I die". Awesome start, can't go wrong with that. From what? Broken heart? I guess it's pretty useless? Get hit by a car? Hämeentie is pretty  busy and dangerous...

Next up was "where do I begin" from the The L word soundtrack...double wham right there! The L word brought us together and the song goes "where do I begin to tell the story of how great a love can be. The sweet love story that is older than it seems, he simple truth about the love he brings to me. Where do I start?" NEXT!

Then it was Christina Aguilera's Candyman...wasn't feeling it so I moved on...

Then came Sheryl Crow's All I wanna do..."All I wanna do is have some fun, I gotta feeling I'm not the only one." Yeah, fun would be nice right about now...how, when, where and what is the question.

Next up came Sarah McLachlan's Song for a winters night from a x-mas album. X-mas is not gonna be fun this year, I won't see my nieces open their presents, it's Adriana's first x-mas, we were supposed to spend it here with my family for the first time and now it's cancelled... and the song goes "The lamp is burning low upon my table top, snow is softly fallin. The air is still in the silence of my room. I hear your voice softly calling. If I could only have you near, to breathe a sigh or two. I would be happy just to hold the hands I love on this winter's night with you". I think it's time to move on now...I don't wanna be all puffy eyed while in the store so it's time to shut the thing off. On my way home these are the songs that were playing. We started with Natasha Bedingfield and I bruise easily

"my skin is like a map where my heart has been. And I can't hide the marks but it's not a negative thing. So I let down my guard, drop my defenses down by my clothes. I'm learning to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow. I bruise easily so be gentle when you handle me. there's a mark you leave like a love heart carved on a tree. I bruise easily can't scratch the surface without moving me. Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily. I found your finger prints on a glass of wine. Do you know you're leaving them all over this heart of mine too?" I think it's time to move on now.

Seal and Santana take the stage with you are my kind: "Stay with me baby, that's all I ask of you. I know that someday you won't remember the way that this moment feels to you. Don't let it go, don't turn your back on what you think you know, you never know. Don't leave it alone, 'cause I need you cling to. Cause you are my kind, you're all that I want here in this life until we're gone. Our breath and our skin, our hearts and our minds. They're one and the same, you are my kind. Well call on me baby if you should ever need someone to help get your head straight. I'll be your resident all night sure I'm glad just having you around. All that I know when you find love you never let it go. You never know, you know. Without you I'm lost, I get scattered, I'm shattered"

Next up Madonna and I'd be surprisingly good for you from Evita...Just hearing the music...NEXT!

We go to Take That and million love songs... "million love songs later here I'm trying to tell you that I care. Million love songs later here I am." Any song that has the words Love song in it let alone in the title will be FF'd!

After that we give the stage to Ricky martin and Christina Aguilera: Here you are in a darken room, all alone looking out the window. You're heart is cold and lost the will to love like a broken arrow. Here I stand in the shadow, come to me come to me can't you see that Nobody wants to be lonely, nobody wants to cry. My heart is longing to hold you so bad it hurts inside. Time is precious and it's slipping away and I've been waiting for you all of my life. Nobody wants to be lonely so why, why don't you let me love you?" Uplifting, isn't it? Truly uplifting.

True story.