Sometimes all you can do is LOL!

I am sure I'm over thinking things but sometimes when you have all this time on your hands, all you can do is over think and over analyze. I've also noticed that one of my strong suits, patience, is running pretty low these days. Patience to have faith for the fact that things will work themselves out on their own time in their own terms and me worrying about them will not make things happen faster. which is why I'm TRYING to let go and trust that what's meant to be will be. Like the jobs I've applied to. The jobs I feel SHOULD be offered to me. My patience is also running low for stupidity but that it always has so that's nothing new.

Part of my over thinking is analyzing people's motives. Why are certain things happening right now? Why are certain people reaching out to me right now? Why are certain people following me right now? WHY? And after these things happen, why do certain things happen? I am seeing cause-reaction/consequence relationships all around me, some which might be true and some which might be the the results of my overactive mind making things up.

One thing that always gets me is friend requests on facebook. ESPECIALLY from people who you haven't spoken to in years, who you haven't had a good relationship for years or who you think that really shouldn't be your contacts/friends. I do question people's motives. Especially when they don't give me the time of the day when I AM/WAS in their lives but am not anymore. I got a friend request from T's sister-in-laws friend few days ago who NEVER talked to me while we were together and now that I'm outta there and we are broken up, she wants to be friends? Why?

Today I gotta friend request from an old friend from the message boards who we (me and T) had a falling out with. Why is she FR'ing me now??? The 2 of us were never friends outside our partners and now that we're broken up and I'm in Finland, she wants to be friends? WHY? I haven't talked to her in ages so she doesn't know that we're broken up but still. I question the timing...

And I gotta say it's always great to have new readers, especially from USA. Welcome, I say. Especially those I have been told I cannot talk to.

So with all these twist and turns...all I can do is laugh out loud. Que sera sera....and so on.

Hope you all are enjoying these freezing temperatures!

Later!