Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Lottery numbers

I am going to need suggestions for my lottery numbers. For the past 5 years I've used the same 7 numbers with a little variance. They consist of mine and T's birthdays and our current and next age(s). As much fun as it would be if I won a lot of money using T's age and birthday as my numbers, I think it's time to move on. So now what? Do I go back to the ones I had before I met her? Do I maybe change them to our break up date? Do I choose some random numbers? And if yes, how do I choose? I just put the lottery numbers for the next 5 weeks and after that it's bye bye 4, 35 and 36. Well, 36 might stay but it all depends on where I go with the new numbers. So I am open for suggestions if anybody has any.

If anyone has a chance to get the paper copy of today's Helsingin Sanomat, I suggest you read the article about discrimination based on sexual orientation or gender identity on page A17. A fellow Seta trainee from this past weekend, Lassi was interviewed for that article. It has his face and everything. He's only 16 but I was very impressed with his maturity and how together he seems. Great guy who will go to places. The web version has the article too and mentions him but it's shorter without the picture. And the paper version mentions "society where heterosexual(ism) is the norm". ALMOST my new favorite word heteronormative but I'll give them a pass just because it was almost mentioned. And I used that word few times today so it has been used.

It's been 5 months and few days since the break up and it's less than a month from what would have been our 5 year anniversary. I really wanted to go to NYC and get my stuff on the 14th of April which happens to be a Thursday and would have been the exact 5 year anniversary of us getting together...would have been kind of symbolic to go get my stuff 5 years after it all begun and close the circle so to speak but I do not have a place to stay that weekend so my symbolism is lost on the universe.  But it does get easier... slowly but surely. I even sang in the car today both ways. This morning it was Stereophonics and Corrs coming home. I got so excited about my idols material that I might've been over the speed limit more than once.  Tomorrow I might be channelling my inner Whitney Houston and Celine Dion...It really is too bad that I'm over the age limit for idols...but the world's loss is Kung Fu Panda's gain!

Now it's time for Glee. Apparently Blaine and Kurt finally smooched so I need to check it out.

Laterz!

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